And I start to realise something bout u :)

Back To December :)

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
Assalamualaikum semua :)
Terkejut entry kali ni ada lagu Back To December by Taylor Swift ?
Haha~
I dedicated this song just for Mr D :)
And maybe dulu aku bukan nye seorang yg menghargai cinta tu..
So I left him :(
And now I start to realise something..
Dia je yg faham aku..
But aku takut nak alami kekecewaan lepas ni..
And I'm also scared if aku tak boleh jadi someone yg terbaik utk dia..
Apa keputusan yg patut aku buat?

Harus ke accept dia?
But boleh ke?
Takut la if something happen after this..
I'm scared yg aku akan terluka lagi..

If Mr D read this now..
I'm sorry for anything I have done with you before this..
And I want you to know something,
I start to love u again..
But I'm also scared to do any decision :)

Please understand me and don't you ever hurt me again :)
LY ^-^